XIAOWEI♥xx.

2010-03-07T22:57:00.002+08:00

Oh come on! Give me a break.

I just can't understand whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
You mean I can't even rest after the Common Test?
I've stayed up for so many consecutive nights, just to study.
And my efforts had paid off.
I am satisfied with my results.
Why aren't you?

I've just realised...
I haven't been blogging for ages.
I haven't been using the computer for more than a week.
I haven't been doing any work for the weekend.
I haven't been planning something.
I haven't been filing my work that's due tomorrow.
I haven't been stopping on my messages.
AND,
There's IT show NEXT WEEK :D

2010-01-31T21:18:00.004+08:00

-DEAD-

That's the worst thing that can happen to yourself at this point of time.

YOU made matters worse.

夏天一个人的球鞋
能不能走到我们笑闹着的海边
海风吹过你的身边
变成一种想念在我的世界盘旋
天空已经哭了几遍
我才渐渐明白让自己了解了你的离开是爱

你 (你的微笑姿态)
还 (还是默默的存在)
在在我心里某一块
爱 (不再是我们的)
还 (还是要勇敢期待)
在
我很好那么你呢想起的我是怎样的
当初哭着分不开
现在都能用微笑释怀 (轻轻问候着)
我很好那么你呢离开我要比从前快乐
眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的
天空已经放晴几遍
我才渐渐明白
让自己了解了你停止的是爱

你 (你的微笑姿态)
还 (还是默默的存在)
在在我心里某一块
爱 (不再是我们的)
还 (还是要勇敢期待)
在

我很好那么你呢想起的我是怎样的
当初哭着分不开
现在都能用微笑释怀 (轻轻问候着)
我很好那么你呢
离开我要比从前快乐
眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的
我很好那么你呢想起的我是怎样的当初哭着分不开现在都能用微笑释怀 (轻轻问候着) 我很好那么你呢离开我要比从前快乐眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得我们都会幸福的

It's yet another Sunday. I love Mondays!

2010-01-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

Look up to the sky, and that's where we'll meet. and I'm missing you like mad.

I know I haven't been posting.
Well, I am a really busy girl this year.

O Level Chinese Results tomorrow.
Hope everything goes really smoothly.
Yes. I hope so.

2009-12-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's a game play.

I'm currently on hiatus due to piles and piles of undone holiday homework.
I'm losing out a lot of fun this holiday. Argh.
Just leave me alone.

2009-12-06T14:23:00.003+08:00

I am a Nobody. Nobody is perfect and therefore, I am perfect. Yes, a perfectly
made perfectionist.

Xiaowei injured her right wrist on Sunday.
Because of what?

There's a lot of factors to why I fell from my bike.
1. There wasn't enough lighting. It was at night.
2. The road was slippery.
3. I was distracted.
4. Thinking. Of many many things.

The skin was ripped off, and there was blood. :D
My brothers can actually say my skin was thick enough to withstand it cos I only suffered minor cuts and wasn't complaining or screaming like zxz.
Cos I'm SuperWoman, and I've promised myself to stay strong no matter what.

Although the wound still hurts, but it's healing really fast.
Those fibrinogen are working fast, but my bone marrow is working even faster.
Replenishing blood with an incredible speed. :D

I'm waiting for tomorrow ( or later, cos it's 7 minutes past midnight )!
Kbox with Mum's colleagues at Marina's KBox.
It looks like there is going to be a big crowd, and the bill will be horrendously scary.
Y E S.

Well, I'm not forgetting Thursday too!
Don't Tell You is going to start work after one month of not doing anything.
HAHA.

2009-12-03T10:41:00.004+08:00

Holding it back. But, why?

Thailand, Bangkok
P2 Boutique Hotel

13 Nov- 18 Nov

Went to/for:
-The Platinum Wholesale Fashion Mall
-Pratunam Wholesale Center
-Pratunam Night Market
-Pentip IT Mall
-Chatuchak Weekend Market
-Floating Market
-Mahboonkong
-Thai Massage
-Local Thai Food ( Daily! )
-And alot more places.

Overall Experience:
Bangkok, a fun place with surprises instore daily. The thing I like about
that place is, it is not as fast paced as Singapore, so, time passes quite
slowly. That's the point of enjoying life right? :D
And, some people might think going to this kind of less-developed country
means things are generally of lower quality, the people there have lower
standards of hygiene, roads are dirty etc. But, they are wrong. Being a less
developed country, these people there are not as "low-class" as you think they
might be. They are friendly, helpful and cheerful most of the time. When you
step into their shop, they greet you like some VIP, and even though if you just
browse through without buying anything, they will not get pissed and mad that
you messed up their products. It's even better when you cross the road. They
will gadly stop the vehicle for you to cross without any honking, unlike
Vietnam. Personally, I think I will return to Bangkok again in the future if I
was given the chance :D

Vietnam, Ho Chi Minh City
Xuan Loc Hotel.

19 Nov-22 Nov

Went to:
-Le Quy Don High School
-Lion City for meals ( !!! )
-Local supermarket
-Orphanages
-War Museum
-Notre Dame Cathedral
-Cuchi Tunnel
-Night Market
-Ben Thanh Market

Overall experience:
It was quite an interesting trip with the class. However, the flight is not
a nice experience after all. The things there are fascinating, like the stupid
black dragonfly. The level of fun was there, although there were many time
restrictions and so. Personally, I think the quality of the air there could be
improved, cars could be cheaper ( !!! ) to allow the locals to purchase.
However, the people there are not as friendly as those in Bangkok, they honk
like mad every single second. Going on the street means you have to tolerate the
noise and air pollution. Goshhh -.- Although there are not many shopping malls
there, the place is still quite fun to visit. I might go back next year if my
mother decides to bring me along with her company.

Things I've did recently:
Steamboat with Kukus.
Went for Physics lesson!!!
West Spring Open House 2009.
Visited Shingz girl. :D:D:D:D
Told someone the truth.
Got addicted to L4D.
Studied.
etc.

Things I'm going to do next:
Study more.
Finish up all my homework.
KBox with Mum's colleagues.
Finish up AEM stuff.
Girl Guides BBQ @ ECP.
Play more L4D.
Try to help out for CCA day Prep.
Go swimming.
And alotalot more.

Life must be enriching right? :D

2009-11-29T01:12:00.003+08:00

The latest post about my recent happenings and overseas trip will be up soon.
Meanwhile, please wait.
(It's churning inside the factory. Post in the making.)

I sound really really mean to make you guys wait for sooooo long.
Whatever -.-

(:

2009-11-12T00:52:00.006+08:00

It's like a virus. You can't get rid of it.

I feel so much better now.
Thanks for all the concerns :D
I've got over it.

It's saddening to the fact that I'll be away for so many days.
Haha. Yeah.
I will not be online for x number of days.
From

13 Nov - 18 Nov ( Family Trip )
19 Nov - 22 Nov ( Class Overseas Trip to Vietnam )

Yes, calculate the number of days.
Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

But yeah, there will be a mad shopping spreeeeeeee! :D
Luckily my father didn't book the budget airline and went to book Cathay Pacific. If not die.
Oh yarh, our class overseas trip to Vietnam is horrible.
Because of the airline.
Check this out.

The food is so super expensive.
http://www.jetstar.com/~/media/files/pdf/nz/jetshopcafe.ashx

And there is no entertainment.
http://www.jetstar.com/sg/en/travel-info/in-the-air.aspx#ent

Oh zoi oi! ( Check what does that mean. )
How to survive with such airline?
Luckily the flight is only 2 hours plus.

When I'm gone, I will miss :
-Lessons -.-
-My computer
-My pillow and bed
-My room
And obviously,
MY FRIENDS:D

Oh gosh, it's Thursday already! And I haven't pack anything into my luggage!!!
I'm flying off on Friday.
Cya guys in the airport next week!
Don't miss me.

xoxo.

Well, life's like that. Accept it gracefully.

2009-11-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

I find it difficult to continue with life already...

I'm back to the Xiaowei which even me myself am afraid.

I'm afraid of this me.
I'm afraid I will go berserk any moment.
I'm afraid I will suffer from loads of breakdowns.

I'm just so super stuck with the me.
I'm changing, like how a larvae becoming a butterfly.
But, is that a good sign of everything?

Sometimes, I feel like I'm a burden.
I feel that I'm slowing everyone down because of my wilfulness.
Or maybe I'm just too slow.
There are times that I want to give up, but I knew I can't.
Life still goes on.
Dreams still needs to be realised.
But why?

I've seen loads of friends with many problems.
From relationship to friendship to family matters, all of them seemed strong.
Even if they cannot take it, they will cry it out or share it with us.
But I find it hard to do so.
I found it hard to trust people. Or maybe I'm just too sensitive.

But what has caused me to be like this?
Even me myself don't know the answer to it.
Maybe it's my mentality, maybe it's influence, maybe it's some other things.

I feel that I've been an extra for the whole of my life.
I've been left out in the family at times.
I've been left out by friends.
My social circle is getting narrower, getting smaller.
I struggling to keep myself afloat.

Whatever, I shouldn't be ranting here.
Nobody sees it anyway.

One of the many obstacles to overcome in life is yourself. - Xiaowei.

2009-11-02T01:24:00.003+08:00

It's just something that I believe in.

Had AEM two days ago. ( Goodness me, it's 1:24am on a Monday morning. )
Was quite fun :D
Ate Subway for lunch-.-
Went to Jurong Point after that for our so-called Market Research.
In actual fact, we went there to shop and play. LOL>< color="#fa0047">I mean, students have been doing CIP right?
And also, I didn't say I don't believe in God, although I'm not a Christian.
That woman seriously should go home and reflect on her attitude.

Went to Popular to look for assessment books.
Haha, Dinie was so serious.
And some idiot recommended me some "How to improve your math for Primary 6" book.
-.-

And that same idiot started removing my hairclips and pulling my hair.
My revenge, mess up his hair and hit his head. HAHA
Yes, that idiot is Ben.

Went Banquet to have a drink.
We started playing True or Dare.
Beryl, Dinie and Ben got it the most times.
Okay, which means, I only got 3 times.

One question was super ...
" What do you think of bananas? "
OMGosh, all the yellow, long, smooth thing starts coming out.
Go over to Beryl's blog for more.

Stood in front of this escalator after that.
Saw this $50 note flying down~~~
Wanted to chiong, but there's this uncle who popped out from nowhere,
took it, and ran away.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Dinie was mumbling "50 bucks" to himself. LOL.

Went to Queensway to wait for my mother and brothers.
Went to Ikea after that.
Met up with Dad.
Ate dinner and went to shop.
Bought alot of things.
I want to revamp my room!!! :D
okay, we shall see.

Went to IMM yesterday.
Twin got his LG Joy Smartphone.
I'll wait for mine.
Meanwhile, I'm stuck with this antique.
Let's call this VINTAGE. HAHA.

Called Beryl to remind her that we need to rush and churn and don't-know-what out our Final Presentation slides soon.
Oh crap. With schedules so tight and time so little, there's barely enough time for us.
And because of this, me and that particular idiot were like on the phone for more than an hour, deciding whose house to go to. ZzZ.

Okay, I need to go prepare and sleep soon.
Lessons at 8 tomorrow. It's 2:19 now.
Omg, I took an hour for this post.
Arghhhhhhhhh~

By the way, Happy 5th month to baobeiih Rosanne:D Stay Happy.

That's got to be you.

2009-10-30T23:20:00.002+08:00

I'll remain as me.

~~Last day~~ of school.
Well, actually it isn't.
We have lessons starting from next week.
All over again.

Went cycling with Beryl in the afternoon.
Cycled in the rainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ :D

Speaking of attending lessons, I'm stuck.
Lessons are clashing clashing and clashinggggg!
I want to go for Chemistry SPA, but I know I need to go for MT Intensive.
And both are equally important.
Oh what the ...
Stuck stuck stuck! Grrrrrrrrr... ...
Let's see, which one to go...? ):

There's AEM tomorrowwwwwwww(:
Oh no, but I have to lug that 4.7kg lappy to SP.
Argh, and after that, I still have to go out imediately for dinner with family.
OMGoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh):

Reflections on what I've done for the year ( Simplified
Version )
1. I feel useless as a failed person with horrible horrible
results.
2. I've not been serious when it comes to academic work.
3. I
feel that I've tried my best to make sure that Guides still stay united as a
company.

Things I should do:
1. Complete all the holiday homework
that was assigned to us.
2. Do extra work, improve on weaker subjects like
Math ( Urgh ). :X
3. Continue to be enthusiastic towards CCA til the day I
step down(:
4. PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE! Goshhhhhh.

Well, I guess I will need A LOT of determination to do it.

Even when the sky is falling down and doomsday approaches ,
I'll be your pillar of support. I will be there every single second, every
single moment, til the sky collapses and we're all dead.

2009-10-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

The spirit goes like this, all over again.

Went Ben Yap's house with Beryl and Dinie today.
OMGosh, he's lucky I didn't bring any cameras with me.
Beryl and Dinie should know why.

Dilly dallied a bit and so.
Did the slides, had a fast run through.
Completed the statistics.
Dinie asked this weird but familiar question. -.-
Finished everything at around 3pm.
The guys ended up playing guns -.-
The whole scene was so funny.
Dinie even asks if he can go again next time -.-
Those IDIOTS.

Went Ten Mile Junction for lunch.
Ben left first.
Walked around and so, took down the prices.
Personally, I think our group is progressing tad a bit too fast.
But, that's a good sign right? It's not easy to coordinate people like Ben and Dinie.

Went to Lot One to walk around with Beryl and Dinie.
Went to Popular, Dinie took down the prices of assessment books.
We are going into this mad crazy studying period soon.
Oh, how spectacular.

Walked to Beryl's house and went to buy wafer.
Beryl went for tuition, and I walked home. :D

That's what make up a smile.

2009-10-25T01:07:00.003+08:00

I've mastered the art of forgetting.

AEM at Singapore Polytechnic today.
Mr Marcus Sze made us wait for him in school for one whole hour.
In the end, he didn't show up and we left without him.

Reached there and had lessons.
Lunched at Foodcourt 5 with Beryl, Ben, Dinie, Justin, Licheng and Daniel.
Ate Pizzahut.
Saw my brother's friend.
Shoo-ed far far away before he starts crapping on and on again.
OMGosh. -.-

Presentation on Wednesday.
Arghhhhh.
I cannot lend my brother's laptop on both Tuesday and Wednesday.
How are we to proceed with the preparation?
Goooooodnesssssss.
I don't produce laptops alright.
How I actually wish I can.

Went directly home after lessons while the Beryl, Ben and Dinie went to Sheng Siong.
Actually planned to go out for dinner and to get some things, but in the end, I was so tired that I slept and woke up at 7.30pm.
Went for dinner with my brother at Lot One instead.
We were liking talking about how ridiculous our exam results are and so.
Both of us failed 2 subjects each. Haish x.x

I don't know.
I'm stuck.
Oh what the...

Since I chose it to be like that, let me be. It's my circle. I like it this way. I don't need people to tell me what to do because I'm Xiaowei.

2009-10-22T23:58:00.004+08:00

Don't Tell You.
Why? It's a secret.

I can officially say I look forward to every Advanced Elective Module session now.
I can guarantee I wasn't considering to sink in so much time into it.
Well, after a session and an after class session with my group, I'm so into it.

Firstly, the lectures are simple. Yes, they are simple.
Secondly, there are no examinations. Just practical and presentation.
Thirdly, my group consists of pure jokers! HAHAHAHAHA!

Okay, why did I mention "Don't Tell You"?
It's our group name. How spectacular.
We've decided to play punk if the lecturer asks us about our group name.

Lecturer: So, what's your group name?
Us: Don't tell you .
L: I'm asking you a question.
Us: Don't Tell You!
Okay, imagine that.

There wasn't any lessons today.
Went to school to rot. :P
Had the Li Jia Wei presentation. It was sooooooo funny too.
Took back English and Social Studies results.
Was quite satisfied with English though.
Social Studies was neutral. :D
And Ms Hang wanted us to redo our exam papers again.
I was super pissed off with her. Argh, whatever.
The concert was boring, except that we self-entertained ourselves.

Stayed backed after school to discuss about our AEM.
The group keep sidetracking, and Dinie and Benjamin were like fooling around.
Godddd, laugh til peng.
The group names we came up with were soooooo funny.
From Don't Tell You to It's A Secret to Ahpek Ideas.
From STFU( Suck the food up ) to ROFF( Rolling on the Floor Foaming).
Conbined STFU and ROFF, Rolling on the Floor Foaming, Sucking the Foam Up.

Had a lot of fun discussing about, crap.
Laughed til we peng.
Liquid P.
OH.MY.GOD.
Haha. Haha. Haha. Haha. Haha. Haha. Haha. Haha. Haha. Haha.

Yes! There's AEM tomorrow.
So looking forward to it and seeing how we play punk.
LOL.
Yaye!

2009-10-21T22:07:00.007+08:00

It was fufilling.

Ion Orchard with gang yesterday.
Had icecream buffet at Swensens.
Pictures on Facebook.
Cheakmin added hers too(:

The four left after that, leaving me and Beryl behind.
We had a fruitful trip after all.
Bought things. Finally.
Can spend money lerh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

AEM today.
Met Beryl, Dinie and Ben Y. for lunch.
Grouped with the same too. (:
Jokers group uh!
Talked about selling C, Ahpek clothes and B.
Discussed about our bazzar already.
Planning to sell __________ ( confidential )

Trained back with them too.
Dinner with Beryl and homed.
School's tomorrow. I'm so going to get a heart attack.

Things to do:

Li Jia Wei presentation
Submit Vietnam form
Collect Guides Cookies
Settle the business agenda
Get it signed
...
Never ending list.

2009-10-19T23:27:00.005+08:00

After all I've done, all I get is irrelevant and redundant comments. I don't deserve such treatment after all. Where's justice?!

Went to meet mum at Suntec this morning.
Reached there and so.
Her colleagues are so funny, then I was like crapping with them.
Mummy took half day leave, so we went to eat lunch at this vegetarian restaurant.
I'm so greeeeeeeen! XP
( Haha, not really. On the contrary, I LOVE MEAT. no offence :X )
Have to accomodate with Mummy, who's going vegetarian for nine days.

Went to walk around after that.
Mummy bought an Aussino towel set for me.
But it's pink.
Went to G2000 to buy a pair of shorts.
Walked around and so.
Was so tempted to go into Fancl to get another product. -.-

Trained down to Dover and took the shuttle bus to NUH.
Went straight to the ENT clinic.
Waited for like 1/2h when my appointment is at 3.30pm.
Met up with brothers there.
Went in and the doctor proceeded with the treatment.
Don't wish to talk about it.
Still have to go back next month. ZzZ.
Went to the foodcourt after that to satisfy my brothers' crave for yongtaufoo. -.-
Was pulling tissues like there's no tomorrow. LOL.

Walked to the bus stop.
Saw this really interesting Yahoo! advertisement.

It's some advertisement where you can take one small piece of plastic home, introducing Yahoo!'s mail, answers and so.

Look at this idiot. ( Haha:P That's my twin brother. )

Bused back to Jurong East and trained home.
Bathed and slept with my hair wet.
I was far too tired.
I'm going back to sleep.

I've spent $85 today.
$11.90 for towel, $29 for shorts and $45 for nose. ZzZ

I haven't got my slippers yet.
Argh.

Where are we going tomorrow? o.0
and OMGosh,
My nose hurts and it's so runny. ZzZ.

2009-10-18T02:22:00.000+08:00

Yaye, one editted photo(:

2009-10-18T01:32:00.003+08:00

Everything is classified under archives.

Iluma and Bugis with Beryl on Friday.
Pictures at Facebook yeahh.

Iluma serves good food there(:
Too bad the shops are not really interesting.
Practically nothing appeals us.
Except for that four-storey high escalator. Or was it three?

The situation's worse at Bugis Street.
The place is supposed to be meant for the youngsters.
But, after walking the whole street, all we got was just, NOTHING.
How pathetic.
We have the money, but nothing is appealing.
*Sighzxz*
We ended up buying Teenage, Teens and Seventeen all at one go.
...

Chionged to Pioneer Stadium after Beryl alighted at Jurong East.
Meet up with family at Nihon Mura.
During the ride, there was this Indian man.
( Okay, I'm not trying to be racist. )
He sang some Indian song so loudly, like no one's business.
OMG, I wanted to burst out laughing, luckily Beryl isn't there.
Alot of commuters turned and stared, and started giggling.
And there's this guy who keep staring at me.
Argh whatever. Not the point.
And when the man alighted at Boon Lay, he and his friend started clapping.
LOL.

Yaye, I'm anticipating holidays so that I can do alot of things.
Wait, I'm enjoying life now already! :D
I can finally finish up all my books that I've deserted for a long long time since EOY started.

Oh yes, it's 2am now, but I'm all alone at home.
Parents and brothers all out at Lot One macdonald's.

2009-10-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

Convince me that I can believe in you once again.

Okay, it's been ages since I last posted.
Haha, oh yes.

Thanks for all the birthday wishes! (:
Xiaowei's 15!
13102009♥

Today is a special day because,
Exams are FINALLY over! (:(:

I was so bored the other day that I did an A-Z list.
All are linked to academic. OMG.

A: Amplitude
B: Biology
C: Chemistry
D: Duodenum
E: Enzymes
F: Flourine
G: Geography
H: Healthcare
I: Indices
J: Joules
K: Krypton
L: Large intestine
M: Mother
Tongue
N: Number Patterns
O: Observations
P: Physics
Q: Quotient
R: Rivers
S: Social Studies
T: Tungsten
U: Uranium
V: Villi
W: Work done
X: x-intercept
Y: y-intercept
Z: Zinc

I believe the teachers will be so proud of me. After exams still thinking of these.

The next few days will be fun. Haha:P
Tomorrow: Outing w Beryl to celebrate birthday.
Saturday: Celebrations with family.
Sunday: Rest day + Chiong gaming day.
Monday: Appointment for nose cautery at ENT Clinic, NUH.
Tuesday: Outing w Cheakmin and co to celebrate birthday.
Wednesday: Advanced Elective Module in School.

Keeping a distance...

2009-10-07T22:45:00.005+08:00

Oh my god, Blogger can work with pictures already. Ahh, this is outdated.

你的微笑是魔法, 你的眼泪是我的慌张.

Since someone like Miss Boh complained that my post was short, I shall have a second update.

Got back my HCL paper 2.
It was somewhat disappointing.
Urgh, whatever.

Updated my playlist and shuffled all the songs.

你会爱上你的他♥

2009-10-07T03:49:00.002+08:00

Oh yes. Life hasn't been great.
Oh no. Life hasn't been great.

Think if the bottle is half empty
or
Think if the bottle is half filled.

Life is up to people to decide.
Yes or No, Half filled or half empty.

But wait.
How are we to decide our life when it's filled with test papers, study notes, books and worse still, assessment books?
Yeah. Everything sounds simple.
But when we actually do it physically, it's not that easy after all.

Is it true that you need people like me to survive?
I hope not.
It's just not worth waiting.

People said I've changed.
But I think I haven't.
Maybe you just don't know me well enough,
for I am still the XiaoWei.
Or maybe, I've changed for the better.

2009-10-04T01:12:00.004+08:00

Maybe I am just too sensitive...
I'd rather engage myself in something else than think about it.

100th post! Urgh, who cares.
Okay, yeah. I haven't been posting.
Well, I'm BUSY. (:

Mother Tongue was OKAY. Purposely emphasized on that word. So yes, stop asking me.

Things keep me high and busy now.
From studying to reading, from sleeping to eating.
Haha, sometimes I feel if I have neglected friends.
Friends like YOU.

Speaking of neglecting of friends, I suddenly thought of Beryl.
Oh yes. Beryl.

Haha, it is not your fault uh.
Maybe it's just a sweet misunderstanding.
Like I've said.
You are thinking that erhm will call, and on the other hand, erhm is also
thinking that you will make the first move. Yes, the formation of a
misunderstanding.
Yeah, clear it up. And everything will be back to normal.
Please thank this consultant over here(:

Talking about Beryl.
I went over to her house just now to "celebrate" Mid Autumn Festival.
Guess what?
My curse is back.
The curse to get injured on every Mid Autumn.
This time round, it was her brother.
He spinned the sparklers and the "flame" got stuck in between my sole and the slippers.
OMGosh.
Hurts big time.
I suddenly remembered all the nightmares.
Scalded while drinking tea. Whole paper burning lantern landed on my hand. Play sparklers got burnt. etc etc.
Every year, without fail.
And yes, her maid tricked me into eating DURIAN mooncake.
Ewwwwwwwww.

Yeah, enough of crap.
I need to go and keep myself busy again.
Woohoo~

Oh btw,
Happy belated 4th month to Rosanne baobeiih!
ILYYYYYYYY(:

p/s: Polly Pocket, I will wait. Heh. Come bah. Kill me.
I LOVE POLLY POCKET!!!

2009-09-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

Quadrant 1: The Procrastinator
Quadrant 2: The Prioritizer
Quadrant 3: The Yes-man
Quadrant 4: The Slacker

Which quadrant do you belong to?
Sounds like Amath uh.

Yeahyeahyeah.
I'm hungry again. Urgh.
Life was normal and yes!
I can actually understand Amath (AGAIN!) and Physics(WOW!).
Ahh, maybe I'm in the right mood for learning now.
Heh.

Ooo, I'm craving for a lot of food nowwwwwww~
OMGosh.
Yes, food hunt.
Bye.

(OMG, I think I've just contracted this strange and eccentric disease: fear of people)

OKAY. Our fault. Just push everything to us. If you're not happy, might as well don't go. Because of you, everyone is like so screwed. Yeah yeah, all your excuses and so, I don't give it a damn. I'm not going to care how you feel or so. It doesn't concern me as this wasn't in my initial plan. Argh whatever. Let's see how the problem is going to be solved. We shall wait and see.

2009-09-27T00:05:00.003+08:00

After carving a beautiful sculpture, Michelangelo was asked how he was able to do it. He replied by saying that the sculpture was already in the block of granite from the very beginning: he just had to chisel off everything else around it.

Yes, that's the point.
Uncover your talents.

Okay, I'm super pissed and angry with my camera and memory card now.
Everything comes out with no preview.
Everything is a nightmare.
Everything is gone.
All images are not viewable.
*sobs to the max*
Anyone has any programme that can repair damged JPEG images?
I really want those images backkkkkkkkkk);
Urgh.
Saddddddd):

Friday was fun!
During Physics lesson, Ben Yap and I were so bored that we started using highlighters to colour our nails. I took a pen and wrote his name on his hand, and borrowed Dean's phone to take photos. Yeah, Nadira didn't notice cos she was fast asleep. Opps. haha. It was so fun. Ben Yap was labelled as a gay. LOL.
After lessons, went to look for Beryl.
Saw Nadira and co.
She went telling Yiwei that the both of us were behaving like, uh.
OMG.
Argh, whatever.

After that, Guides went to NEWater Visitor Center.
The guide was the same uncle who guided us in Army Museum of Singapore.
Heh, but this time round, we have two groups of primary school kids.
Noisy crowd.
Interesting, took photos but but but.
JPEG images are all CORRUPTED!!!
help...

Yesterday was Grandma's death anniversary.
Alot of people came, making the house even more lively. LOL.
But they destroyed my plan of studying.
Went to some charity carnival at Pasir Ris in the evening.
Totally never study at all :X
And yes, going out later in the morning, and yes, it will take one whole day again.
Urgh, have to find time to study already.

I want to go and sleep...

The tree that never had to fight
For sun and sky and air and light,
But stood out in the open plain
And always got its share of rain,
Never became a forest king
But lived and died a scrubby thing...
Good timber does not grow with ease,
The stronger wind, the stronger trees.

2009-09-22T21:47:00.005+08:00

Begin with an end in mind.

I know I've gone on a MIA mode.
I know I've not switched on the computer for 4 days. (:
I know I should be completing my homework instead of blogging.

Well, for the sake of blogging, I shall blog.
Crap.

Okay, the highlights of these days are not as interesting anymore.
Had CCA on Friday.
Went to Girl Guides Centenary Launch Party on Saturday at British High Comissioners' residence with Rosanne baobeiih(:

Today was hilarious.
Haha, the first thing.
I woke up late, and jumped out of the bed.
I took only 7 minutes to get ready.
Bathe, wash face, brush teeth, changed, tied hair and drank milk.
Wow.

Second thing, which concerns no one except me and Beryl.
Heh.
We've decided to do something.
Beryl, must horh! After EOY.
And also, the two of us went crazy over some jokes on mooncakes.
We made calculations like, buying 100mil mooncakes, then each person, per meal, will eat how many, etc.
OMGosh. Had a good laugh.

Yeah, the next time I will switch on the computer is four days later(:

Reflections on reading another paragraph of the book.

Why do people argue when they know the argument is getting nowhere except unhappiness? Yeah, instead of resolving it, people always have the mentality that the other party should apologise first. As a result, this creates an even deeper misunderstanding between both parties. Yes, this makes sense totally now.

I've lost trust in myself after breaking so many promises I've made to myself.

2009-09-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

Let's summarise today in a word: H O R R I B L E.

Yes. I went back to school today.
Nose bled twice.
My uniform looked as if I've murdered people.
haha.

Went to the polyclinic after school with Beryl.
p/s: thanks for forgoing lunch to accompany me. (: Although I know you did it for SOME known reason. heh.
The doctor, upon hearing what I've said, immediately said," I refer you to specialist."
LOL. Fyi, I said that I have 6 nose bleeds in 3 days. :P
Yea, life's like that.
I need to miss school tomorrow again to go to NUH's ENT Unit.
Urgh, I WILL miss Shiyong to the max max max!
Both of us are taking turns to be absent because of, NOSE BLEEDS. -.-

Well, I've been re-reading the 7 Habits of HET and I saw two extracts which are quite interesting. (:

When I was young and free and my
imagination had no limits, I dreamed of
changing the world.

As I grew older and wiser I realized the
world would not change/

And I decided to shorten my sights
somewhat and changed only my country.
But it too seemed immovable.

As I entered my twilight years, in one last
desperate attempt, I sought to change
only my family, those closest to me, but
alas they would have none of it.

And now here I lie on my death bed and
realize ( perhaps for the first time ) that if
only I'd changed myself first, then by
example I may have influenced my
family and with their encouragement
and support I may have bettered my
country, and who knows I may have
changed the world

And the second one:

There's a Hole in My Sidewalk by Portia Nelson

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It's a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

I walk down another street.

2009-09-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies:

; tRicia: Difficult to take cares uh. Haha. A bit only, nose bleed like faulty tap like that. Junne: I couldn't stand the previous one. :P
sachiko: CHARBORH!(:
zannx3: Hello! (:
Beryllium: I think only people like you need them. Btw, my nose shrunk again...

2009-09-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

I've updated my status on Facebook.
It was such a torture.
I am totally drained out of all my energy.
I've already took 5min to type all these.
Even Beryl also agrees that my voice is weird.

Okay, this is what happened.

I had three nosebleeds today.
I've spent 1.5hours in the toilet just to let my nose bleed.
I've a metal-ly + bloody taste in my mouth.
I've blood + mucus flowing into my stomach now.
I've drained up all my energy.
I've told people to meet me at the hospital for a blood transfusion.

OMGosh. I really don't want the Sec 3 Overseas Camp to clash with my family trip.
Urgh.

I'm off to sleep before I faint from losing too much blood.
I'm super giddy and tired right now.
I'm so energy-less that I took 30min to type this short post.

2009-09-12T14:11:00.003+08:00

Yes, one single thing is enough to decide me.

I shall not say what's up with me this few days.
But IF you spot me looking especially emo or quiet,
nothing is wrong.
I'm not angry or so, you can just approach me.
I'm just to disappointed.
Too disappointed with everything.

For the first time in my entire life, I am anticipating school to reopen!
At least I have my friends, my teachers and myself there.

Yes, as quoted.
I'm on a lonely sea. -Beryl

Tag Replies:
Solomon: You don't know the later part of the stroy.
Cheakmin: Not okay, and yes. Neoprints!
Tricia: Profile picture cutre horh! (: At least mine not AS pink.

2009-09-11T01:42:00.003+08:00

This was further confirmed.

Okay, where shall I start from?

Kbox with Beryl, Cheakmin, Rachel and Clarrise.
It was fun!
Well, except for the bill and the songs we spoilt.
Haha.
Sang loads of songs yeah.
Mayday!
Mr Teo slept halfway thru.
Guess he was tired and not feeling well.
Yeah, so we toned down and started singing without the mike and the volume was so soft.
Very cozy.
He left first, and we were there to continue spoiling songs.

Today.
Went to Lot one with Beryl.
Headed to our favourite hideout, ***.
Heh.
Took retarded neoprints.

And oh yes, I was talking to Beryl on the phone.
Guess what? I tripped and ...
Got a nice nagging + scolding session. Urgh.
Now my CMI phone cannot read my SIM card.
Going to bring it to service later.
Hope they accept it though.
LOL. Yeah, Mcpherson with Beryl later to collect something.
:D

Meanwhile, you people can still contact me. I'll be using spare phones.

2009-09-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

There's Biology and Physics lessons tomorrow!

Oh goodness, Mr Teo told me Overseas Camp is postponed again.
Urgh. Hope it doesn't clash with my family trip.
Yeah. If not it will be !@#$.
Okay, sorry.

KBOX with Girlfies and Mr and Mrs Teo tomorrow! (:
Oh yes!

2009-09-07T19:21:00.003+08:00

默默的...

Higher Mother Tongue lessons today were actually okay.
Haha. It was composition + letter writing.
Goodness me.
I wrote til I lost count of the number of pages.
Can you believe that I wrote like 10 pages within 2 hours?!
Yeah, 5 each.

And that Tan Kian Yong made me laugh!
He like super funny, wrie compostions halfway then started digging his bag for tissue.
He started blowing his nose for x number of times.
Not forgetting how many times he sneezed!

After lessons, went to canteen to 八卦 with the chicken rice stall auntie with Beryl and Cheakmin. OMG, super funny can.
We were talking about something that we shouldn't be saying, then Auntie started acting it out.
And also, Auntie say my MP3 looks like lighter, lipstick and so. Haha.

After that walked to LRT station with Beryl, Cheakmin and KianYong. KianYong was like saying if he doesn't blow his nose, he will be flooded with mucus. Beryl said mine will be filled with blood. -.-

Alighted at Bukit Panjang and waited for Clarrise.
Rouyun waited for us at Mcdonalds'.
Ate Tempura Don for lunch.

Went to Brighthill Evergreen Nursing Home just to find that they have event, so the CIP was cancelled. LOL.
the six of us went back to West Spring because Tricia and me desperately need the toilet.
Haha.
Went to LotOne pizzahut.
They offered bad service today, AGAIN.
Reminds me of the Chinese Composition we did today. Ask HMT students.

After that, stayed outside Mcdonalds' area trying to think of a place to go.
Saw Olivia and SOME guy whom Olivia claimed to be friend. :P
Geefang left after that.
The remaining five of us were so bored that we started this game.

Take out your phone, go to contacts.
Scroll down without seeing.
Stop at some random name.
See it, call it.
Obviously we never call uh.
Yeah, the game is similar to the Heart Of Greed drama.

It was super funny, cos I got contacts like,
(according to alphabetic order)

Auntie Serena Beryl Bo Hao Clarisse Dean Dinie Hannah Hui Er Jane Jialiang Jie En Khairil Kian Wee Kian Yong kuku 家族 Geefang kuku 家族 Jiahui kuku 家族 Rouyun Mdm Hu Fang Melissa Mr Kelvin Poon Mr Teo! Olivia Rachel Ang Uncle Seng Teck Sophia The Healing Light Timothy Uncle David Ziyu

We WERE that bo liao.

Went to toilet after that. Saw Miss Pow.
Went Mcdonalds' for Frappe.

Tricia, Jiahui and Rouyun left after that.
I went to " stalk " Shiyong.
Haha, she buay tahan me.

OMGosh. I took 2hours plus to type this post.

2009-09-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

Xiaowei just had a nosebleed(:

Stayed inside the toilet for 30min.
And now my nose feels bloody, my throat feels as if there's one big clump of blood clot inside, and my mouth tastes bloody and metal-ly.

Just said to Geefang that I need to start to control the pressure in my nose.
But sometimes it just bleeds when there's no external factor.
Like this one.
I just sat infront of the computer on Facebook.
And suddenly, like some faulty tap which cannot controls the flow, reddish liquid flows out of my nose.
OMGosh, I cannot help but wonder how much time have I wasted each month by just sitting in the toilet.

2009-09-06T04:46:00.003+08:00

因为你笑了

I'm so freaking fed up with Blogger and Photobucket.
Urgh.
Do up my profile picture later in the afternoon(:

2009-09-06T03:10:00.011+08:00

当你在我面前时,我得当作我不在乎,摆出若无其事的样子。可是当你不在时,我又会情不自禁的想起你。

Wee, I saw this on some random blog.

played Badminton and went for supper just now. (:
It has been a long time since I had such a good play.
Yes, it's 3.10am now.
On a pathetic Sunday morning.

The talk at Ngee Ann poly was supposed to be interesting, but well, I guessed nobody understands. I guess so.
Mdm Hu understood, but she said she doesn't like the style of those poems.
Oh, the Guest Speaker talked in almost alien language.

Gosh. There's lessons tomorrow.
And I haven't replenish those sleep I've lost.
*sighs*
EOYs are coming. Yucks.
It's like a super short term coming up, and it's so going to decide my fate.
Yes. It is.

And also, Beryl told me she just realised that my primary school chinese tuition teacher is actually her current tuition teacher.
She's such a slowcoach, she also said that she had lessons with her since Sec 1.
Beryl said she used me as a living example, say what my MT very good and so.
OMGosh, later she exaggerate sia. -.-
Urgh.

Well, many many many things are coming up.
Xiaowei's getting busier by the day.
OMGosh, typing this makes me want to fall asleep already.
But I haven't bathe.
It's 3.20am now.

I've procrastinated today.
Again.
And again.
And again.
I really need to buck up already.
Not only EOYs are coming, MT O levels are coming also.
And yes, I need an A.
My eyes are closing...

It's 3.34am now!

And history repeats itself.

2009-09-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

Chinese Prelim Results overall out: 85 marks(: *smiles*
Me and Everlyn top the class. (:

And yes, Guides went to Hortpark and Southern Ridges today to trek.
Pictures cannot be posted, but there is sure a lot of unglam photos by me and Shiyong.
Weather was killing people today.
Super warm, humid and hothothot!
Will be combining those pictures soon!
Kuku!(:

Oh, I've just realised that HMT students need to go for some lecture at NgeeAnnPoly tomorrow.
Also, I need to attend some celebration for " 100 years of Guiding in SG " with baobeiih Rosanne on the 19th Sept. (:(:

School holidays, or rather, shorter school days are arriving. Most likely I will be fully occupied, but piority will be given to studies right? I hope so.

Monday: HMT lessons & CIP at Pacific Nursing Home with Kukus and Ms Goh(:
Tuesday: Physics lesson. Might be going to Macpherson after that.
Wednesday: Biology & Physics lesson ( Mock Test )
Thursday: Currently nothing(:
Friday: Currently not occupied.

在事情发生后,我更能肯定...

2009-09-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

Added new songs.
Those who are faster will know what songs(:
Especially the first one.

I'm super superb superbly happy because
1. Vietnam trip will not be postponed to accomadate 3B anymore ( no offence :X )
2. I can understand Amath Trigonometry.
3. Something.
4. I've added new songs to the blog.
5. Guides are going HortPark tomorrow(:(:

Must snap more pictures so that I can combine another Kuku picture(:
Oh yes.

2009-09-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

The technique to pass through scoldings:
Slam the Chinese Prelim Paper on the table * KABOOM!*
this method was proven to be one of the best for the term, proved by yours truly.
it does not mean that it works for everyone though.

Well, 3rd post for the day. (:(:
This shows how enthusiastic Xiaowei is in blogging! (:(:
Oh. My room smells of BBQ smell now.
Love it.
And yes. I love the hand games too. Esp. Popeye and Baby. (:

Was so pissed with Bejeweled Blitz on Facebook.
I scored like 192 900. and they awarded me with a 175k medal. ):
And yes, I won Beryl.
Wooooooots x1000000000!

Urgh. I am stuck with Physics and Emath and Amath.
Mrs Jolene Loe trying to kill me with her Amath questions.
Gosh. I'm so gonna ask the thick-skinned guy who is a pro in Amath tomorrow.

EOY is nearing.
Vietnam trip is nearing.
Everything's coming so quickly that I cannot catch up.
Gonna chiong and churn everything out soon. (:

2009-09-02T19:54:00.003+08:00

Yes. The previous post was crap because I was rushing for dinner.
Oh. My father didn't really kill me because of my Chinese Prelim.
I hope so. (:(:

Yeah. I know June keep saying about my marks. She calculated and show me.
60.5 / 70 is like 86.42857.
Haha. Joker.

This part is dedicated to baobeiih, Rosanne.
Well. Baobeiih! What happened between you and Shi Ting? Relax okay? Yes. If you have any problems, can come find me. I think I can help you two settle, if it is something minor. Cheer up alrights? ILY! Happy belated 3rd month! ( It's a miracle I can remember, 1 June 2009 )

Still as moodless...

2009-09-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEAKMIN!!!

yes. Went Seoul Garden to eat with Cheakmin, Jingshun, Beryl, Shiyong, Clarrise, Geefang, Dean, Licheng, Solomon, Timothy and Jianhong.
Thanks to Cheakmin for the treat. (:
Well, I cannot update photos now.

Oh yes. Good news. Like the best for this term.
Prelim Paper 2 results. 60.5/70.
Highest in class(:

Finally one thing that can cheer me up(:(:

2009-09-01T16:12:00.003+08:00

Yeah, post shall not be at a discounted rate like Rouyun's. (:
Though I should have posted at 9am. It's already 4.15pm!
I've just realised I've rotted in front of the computer for near 8 hours!

Okay, Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers. Esp, Mr Teo. (:(:
The card was excellent. And yes. Well-liked by alot of teachers in the staffroom:D
School yesterday was interesting. Except for the lessons.
PE, Amath and Physics.
PE, chionged two rounds around the school. Alone. Was thinking of a lot of things. Sorry Geefang and co, pangseh-ed you people.
Amath, slacked around with Shiyong cos Mr Liu was not feeling well and was absent.
Physics, Mr Prakash kept calling my name. Well, I was listening. Just that I was not in the right mood for lessons. My mind was filled with something else.

The concert was okay. Just that it was really funny at some parts. To be specific, Yufeng's performance. He sang Hero by Mariah, with those high pitches. OMGosh. Was stunned to the max. Wonders how high he must reach to blend in perfectly with those girls. :P

After school, went to look for Mr Teo with Beryl. Ended up going inside the staffroom to take pictures with the card. Chatted and so. Found out a lot of staffroom secrets. Haha. (:

I still cannot post pictures on Blogger and Facebook. grrrrr...
Okay wait. I think my post is a bit of a discounted rate also right?

2009-08-31T00:02:00.002+08:00

And yes, I know today will be a brand new day.
It's 12.02am now.

Happy Early Teachers' Day to ALL teachers(:
I'm going to personally write on their Facebook walls.

Okay, really. I'm still very moodless.
I don't know. Maybe because of accumulations of the problems.
If I say I'm fine, I'm not.
Get this please. Thanks.
Thanks GeeFang for your encouragement and motivation.
I will try to get over this soon, but I know it's going to take some time.
Yes, I will get over this myself.
For I am Xiaowei, the girl which everyone sees as a cheerful one.

And yes, thanks to Rouyun 心肝宝贝 for accompanying me! She's been upgraded to be one! (:(:

2009-08-30T02:30:00.002+08:00

I am cheering people up, but here myself, I am sad.
Can anyone just cheer me up? How am I to carry on with life with many thoughts in me.

well, cannot take my previous skin.
Really irritated by it. This is much much better(:
Suddenly so into Blogger. Revamp here and there.

I'm totally moodless.
Gosh. Beryl's popping over at 10am later to write messages on the Teacher's Day Card for Mr Teo(:(:
And yeahh, will be going to town in the afternoon.

2009-08-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

I'll feel better if I can have time with myself alone.

Went Singapore Discovery Centre and Army Museum of Singapore yesterday.
Well, overall, it was fun and educational.
I am not able to update any pictures on Facebook now because of some technical problems.
For more information on what eediot pictures we took, please visit http://guides-wsss-x33.blogspot.com or http://x3-delusion.blogspot.com (:(:

Thanks(:

2009-08-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

Okay, revamped a bit. I'm so irritated with the colour scheme now. Someone help me think of the colours can? At this rate, I'm going colour blind.

Only 1 day's post will be shown now. If you've missed the previous post, all you can do is just to cry. Alternatively, you can type the url. Get it?

2009-08-27T18:22:00.002+08:00

Breezed through Chinese Prelim.
Got back Chemistry and Biology.

As expected, I failed Chemistry. LOL.
Well, the happiest thing, I actually got ALL the mole concept questions correct.
Except for one idiot answer. 0.1 x 24 = 24.
IF not for that, I would have seriously gotten everything right. haha.
Got a *gd!* from Mr Seah for solving the alloys mole question correctly.
I told him I guessed and anyhow whack, because I was really confused for mole.

Biology. Didn't expect a B3. Really.
Like yeah, was a little disappointed.
haha, well. I will continue to try my best. (:

Chinese Prelim.
Breezed through it with the freezing wind blowing towards you in the hall.
I was like shivering.
Paper 1, chionged through it because of " I wrote too much " :/
Paper 2, did it really slowly and carefully.
Managed to write all the answers smoothly without having to really think for a long time.
Checked through and did the paper like one more time. =.=
Read through both Comprehension answers for x number of times.
Ms Goh and Mr Prakash was like staring at me. LOL.
Cannot sleep uhh. -.-

Heh. Sec 2 and 3 Guides going to Army Museum Of Singapore tomorrow!
See the past first. LOL.
NCC going to HQ tomorrow to strip!
Stripping of rifles. LOL.

uh. okay. Dinner. Bye.

2009-08-26T18:45:00.002+08:00

There's only two words to describe everything now.

Xiaowei is both disappointed and happy. (LOL.)

Failed AMath again. Yeah. Such a failure. Seriously, can the school force me to drop AMath at the end of the year pls? (:
Failed Physics. First time. As in for examinations. Urgh. Straight F9. No bargain. =.=

Finally passed Math. (Oh yes.) B3. I'm so happy. (:
First time for the year. LOL. another thing to make me feel like a big failure.
I've passed Social Studies too. This time round, it's so much better. (:
And yeah, obviously, I've passed Chinese! like D-U-H! (:(:

okay, Express Chinese O Level Prelims is tomorrow.
Going to skip lessons like Math, Chemistry, and double period Mother Tongue.
Urgh, I want Chemistry lessson! I want my results. LOL. yeah, despodent. =.=

okay, I want to go back to song-hunting and Facebook now. Bye and all the best to those who are taking Prelims tomorrow too! (:

2009-08-23T20:25:00.007+08:00

Rotting in front of the computer for the past 5 hours.
Bored. Really bored.

Today's dinner wasn't to my liking.
Guess I have to cook some instant noodles later for supper.
Urgh, at this rate, I will grow fat.
Who cares anyway, people had been saying I'm too thin.
Haha. LOL. I don't even care.
I only know that, when you're hungry, just eat.
Life will be such a torture if you control your diet everyday right?
Yeah.

Procrastinate. Procrastinate. And more of this word.
Xiaowei's getting lazier day by day.
Gosh.

List of things not done.
1. I haven't wash my dinner plate.
2. I haven't took my IC photo.
3. I haven't complete my Emath homework.
4. I haven't transfer the songs to my phone and MP3.
5. I haven't asked something.
6. I haven't been reading Marley and Me. Stuck at like halfway.
7. I haven't settle ongoing stuffs.
8. I haven't print the Inventory List for Guides.
9. I haven't finish re-watching the drama serial.
10. I haven't bathe.

10 items to do.
When can I complete? Anyone wants to volunteer to help me?
Tyvm(:

Okay, the first thing to complete.
Off to bathe! (:

2009-08-21T23:16:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
-Venessa: Relinked(:
-Sanne.H: hey baobeiih, relinked too!
-Junne: the "essence" is good for health alrights.

2009-08-21T22:46:00.003+08:00

Blogskin changed. Wanted something simple. (:

I did a lot of things today.
haha. i'm a busy busy person.
I'm half awake now.
Reason is due to because, I only had a 2h30min sleep for the day.

Things completed:
1.Handed up all my overdued chinese compostions.
2.Made someone's day.
3. Did CIP, was really meaningful to allow the old people have someone to talk to.
4. Completed my Emath worksheet.
5. Find all the songs for Beryl and myself.

Okay, the Service Learning at the nursing home Bright Hill Nursing Home is really fun. Not only did we interacted with the old people there, I managed to have a chance to reuse my rusty hokkien. (: And I managed to "threaten" Shiyong into l___ing me. How sweet.

There's a variety of people staying at the home situated just beside West View Pri. From friendly to talkative, I hoped we managed to cheer some of them up. There is this old lady who was really friendly, and I spend quite a lot of time talking to her. She told me about how she likes the place here, and how disturbing the other bed mates can be at night. She's actually a very healthy person, but it's just that her kids left her there as they had no time. -.- She asked Ms Goh to buy wantan mee for her, and yes. Ms Goh is going over there on Sunday. (:

There's this other old lady who likes to hold people's hands. Especially Shiyong's and Rouyun's. Talked to her also. Understood part of what she said, because she is soft. Used my rusty hokkien skills to communicate. (: I promised her I will go back to look for them again. (:

I want to go back there to complete my 100hrs of CIP! (:
The environment there is quite nice, and I can see from those that I've talked to, most of them liked staying here better than the previous location at Kong Meng Shan{sp?}.

Went back to school after that and helped the juniors in completing the gift they are going to bring to the nursing home next week. Made paper cranes, and threaded them together. The six of us were like the only seniors who stayed back and help, but well, it was fun. At least there was a purpose behind it. haha.

Yeah, the weekends are here, and it's time I get a really good break before I prepare myself for Monday's new seating arrangement. I will have a hard time trying to adjust and fit myself into the new arrangement.

I'm mentally high now, but physically, I'm very tired. But I managed to do something, I survived in class without falling asleep when I only had a 2.5 hour sleep this morning. Slept at 3 because I was completing up my chinese compositions. (: I wasn't tired at all.
Maybe it's my mentality, or it was some known motivation. (:

Okays, goodnights people.
I will try to post as often as and when. (:

2009-08-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

If you've noticed, I've changed blogsongs.
Super sick of Lenka's songs now.

1. Evacuate the Dancefloor - Cascada.
2. Sugar - Flo Rida Ft. Wynter.
3. Eh Eh Nothing Else I Can Say - Lady GaGa.

Higher MT and Chemistry today.
And yes, Common Tests are over. (:(:
Well, it starts another countdown.
To End-of-Year. Goodness.

Higher Mother Tongue.
Well, again. The comprehension passage was boring.
It was about some human weakness thing.
Like being a pervert(LOL), being a money faced($.$) and a gambling addict.
Then said about how these human weaknesses are going to allow other people to take advantage and make you fall into their "trap".
As usual, I read til halfway, my eyes almost closed.
Haha, did managed to complete the paper.
Rouyun never. x.x
She haven't completed any CT papers.

Chemistry was ridiculous, stupid, irritating and whatsoever.
Beryl was worse, she texted me, saying that whatever Mr Loo taught never come out.
It's like, I have a lot of questions I don't know how to do.
And to make matters worse, the assembly in the hall was irritating.
The drums were so loud.
Although the VP extended our time by 10min, it was not enough.
We could not even concentrate.
Blame everything on the person who put our class in the junior block.
The whole block all juniors' class, and we are the only senior class.
And yeah, when the juniors go for recess, in between classes and so, the noise is unbearable.
And we are the only senior class to suffer from all these nonsense. LOL.
Mr Teo could not take it.
And some teacher came in and asked if we wanted to change to another class to continue our exams in peace.

yeah. That's about it for now.
I'll change my blogskin soon.

Don't miss me people. (:

2009-08-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

Blogger's back to normal!
But XiaoWei isn't. :/

yeah.yeah.yeah.
I've realised, this kind of life doesn't suit me at all.
*bangs head on the wall*
It's irritating.
Everything is not going right at all.

Studied a bit just now. Emath.
Numbers makes my mind go round and round.
Yeah. Finally know how to do coordinate geometry after like x number of days.
I'm slow. (:

Just now while studying, this whole chunk of words came into my mind.
Luckily I was in time to grab a piece of foolscap and wrote it down.
It's like, a page long. o.o
It's in a form of a poem.
And the words just doesn't rhyme, doesn't make sense at all.
But, the last sentence was the one where the essence of everything is.
" I only have one wish, which is to be me. "

I'm so gonna procrastinate again. Someone please volunteer to be my motivator.

2009-08-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

I HATE BLOGGER.

Common Test starts tomorrow.
All the best for everyone!

let's see.
I will be MIA-ing for a long long time,
but I might pop by if I have time(:

2009-08-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

I can't post any pictures on blogger. I can't change font and font size. urgh.

NDP rehearsal
(from Wed)

Wednesday.
Went on with the old arrangement.
Was quite fast, as there were no big changes.
Dinie gave really funny commands.
Giggled a little and stuff. Luckily he didnt sing the National Anthem solo.
Went off really early.
Dinie actually said he wanted to screw Adib up if he doesnt turn up. LOL.
Went to Roof Garden with Cheakmin for our "lunch".

Thursday.
They had last minute changes.
Changed the whole formation totally.
And the number of people also increased.
And the final position for everyone was finalised. (you guys should know by now right?)
Parade Commander: Adib. ( Reserve: Dinie)
State Flag(Marching in): Me, GuanHong, Solomon and HoKiat.
School Flag(Marching in): KianWee, WeiSheng, JunJie and ChunMing.
Hoisting and Saluting: Roy, Melissa, Fathurrahman and Jeffry.
Well, most of them are from 3D :D
stayed til 6+pm cos of some people who made us march and commented a lot. -.-
*rolls eyes*
went home with Adib, Dinie and Weisheng after that. (:(:
Met my mother at Lotone and walked home together.

Yesterday.
The big day. LOL.
woke up at 5am. Prepared and stuffs.
left the house at 5.45am. Went 7-eleven to buy food.
walked over to CheakMin's house. Reached there super early. Her dad also stunned.
Reached school at ard 6.30am.
Proceeded with the parade. didnt do any mistakes like Thurs:D
Adib sounded like he wanted to faint when he said the commands.
took photographs. and yeahhhh, group photo was stupid.
the photographers make me and melissa the limelight, out of all the guys.
took photos with Melissa, Dinie and Adib.
went down to canteen.
everyone was dragged inside NPCC room, leaving me and Adib outside.
stupid Dinie. ><
went to Kranji War Memorial.
had a ceremony. The people participating in the parade were supposed to salute.
but because there was no cue, all of us didnt. :D
went to Changi Museum after that. Couldnt take pictures because photography was not allowed.
on the bus ride back, Dinie was crapping. Goodness me, again.
went for lunch with Cheakmin, Jingshun and Beryl at Kobayashi.
met up with Dinie and Adib after that with Beryl.
they wanted KFC, but no seat, ended up we went to Mcdonalds.
haha. Ronald Mcdonald got abused by a little boy.
the four of us had a really good laugh.
p/s: that proves that xiaowei is really not happy. needs some good laugh at times to keep me going on. (:
walked around lot one for a while. the three of us accompanying Beryl while she goes crazy.
Dinie accompanied Adib home.
sat outside Beryl's house for a while. chat chat.
then she accompanied me home.

I WANT TO GO WATCH CITY MARCH TOMORROW! ><

2009-08-01T15:27:00.000+08:00

What's up with all the misunderstanding?

Superb tired yesterday. Goshhhhh.

School was the same. And so is me.
Except maybe for that hair-raising smile by Adib. LOL. x.x

PE we had shuttle run. was slow. super slow. ZzZ.
and i am now suffering from the after effects of not warming up.
body aching. especially the thighs.
wonder how am i going to march on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.

NDP rehearsal was okay.
Me, solomon, ho kiat and guanhong will be marching in with the national flag.
melissa, jeffry, fathurrahman and roy doing the hoisting and saluting.
adib, is the STAR of the parade, the commander.

hokiat keep getting the timing wrong, and all of us were dragged in. ZzZ.
1,2,1,2 became Left, Left, Left, Right. ZzZ.
Guanhong ended up becoming the timer. haha.
2 more rehearsals on Wed and Thurs. Goshhhh.

Shiyong and Geefang. Pls rest well during weekends uhh. :D
charge your battery to full batt first. (:

2009-07-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

NDP was fabulous! esp. those lightings. :D
yeahhh. The binocs were super heavy. My shoulders also broke for carry that and the funpack.
Will go in details next time. Photos will be uploaded soon. :D

2009-07-24T23:41:00.001+08:00

watching NDP preview tomorrow.
:D
getting ready those cameras and binocs. [;

get ready to see jokes.(:(:

2009-07-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

another school day.
.
Mr Teo just made us laugh like !@#$
He wore that Russian suit. OMGosh.
Physics was boring.
Had recess with TFF, Geefang and Mr Teo.
Chem was okay.
EL is boring. Ms Chong uhh.
CD was some sexuality talk. LAME.
EMath, went to IT lab. was plurking with Shiyong. and yeah btw, we are just like beside each other.
.
Met up with MsGoh after school. discussed what to do.
.
went for The Chinese Challenge Preliminary Rounds. i bet i won't pass. another whack sehh.
.
met back Jiahui. Tricia. Shiyong.
went KFC for lunch.
homed after that.
.
Life's boring me day by day. (:(:

2009-07-20T20:18:00.001+08:00

yeahhhhh, updated the last post. KKNNs, go see. :D

v. boring day today. don't wish to update.
well, im updating it like now?!

2009-07-18T13:35:00.003+08:00

Familiar Stranger.

What's up with it?

I find it a chore to drag myself there every week.

Just find it really hard to stomach all the miseries, while you guys get a fun and kick out of it.

Don't seem to understand its purpose now.

It was supposed to be fun, but it ends up getting all screwed and yeah, misery.

{edit}
yeah, pls pity us. -KKNN(:
will appreciate it like 1000%! -.-

2009-07-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

Went to school today. :D I'm a good girl okay.

lessons and so. Geog, PE, Physics and English.

PE had NAPFA. did inclined pull up, sit and reach and sit ups.

sit ups wanted my life o.0

Had Guides meeting after school.

Pathetic uhh. Left everything for the kukus again, cos they were either absent, or they had something else. how saddening.

planned and crapped.

( since when will the Kukus never slack?! )

practiced on our marching. It's like 4 people marching and I was giving the command. Hilarious.

did alot of stupid things.

choose not to disclose to protect identities. :D

went Greenridge after that to accompany the Kukus for dinner.

another stupid thing, i went to a table with five seats, and I told Shiyong we need one more chair.

Kukus were like shocked tio. Cos Rouyun wasn't there.

ate muahchee. Shiyong, Jiahui and Geefang ate hokkien prawn noodles. Tricia ate char kway tiao.

Tricia buay tahan the chilli. xP

walked to Jelapang LRT to meet my mother for dinner at Subway!(:

on the way, Shiyong gave me a list of 8 people.

OMGosh. all the haishh x.x

p/s: OMGosh. I realised that I have alot of homework that is not done! Have to finish up everything during the weekends.

p/s/s: Class blog was updated. Lucky never update my position in Guides. don't wish to have it posted up too -.-

2009-07-16T15:17:00.002+08:00

was absent from school today, due to a stupid headache.

no one must have missed me);

Gosh, missed lessons. OHMY TIAN.

'O' Level Chinese Oral was okay yesterday.

except that I didn't actually answer by the sequence, just anyhow whackkk. ;D

There's Guides meeting tomorrow, for me, ACLs and PLs.

RAWR!!!

can't say much now, but I've updated uhhh!!!

2009-07-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for a miracle to happen. ;D
btw, I'm just waiting to see if MrTeo will suddenly pop out and reply my Facebook email. :D

he's suchhhhh a joker too(;
but whatever, he made my day:D

2009-07-11T00:25:00.001+08:00

xiaowei's backkkkkk:D

locked my blog for there is some problem with the layout. rawrrr!

2009-07-06T01:00:00.003+08:00

Spring Carnival.

was kind of bored.
met CheakMin and Beryl early in the morning.
Beryl was late, so CheakMin's dad send.
reached school, found out that I forgot my thermometer and keys. urgh.
yeah.

helped out at the stall.
waited for the arrivals of the guests.
Mr Fauroni asked me, Tricia, ShiYong and Jiahui to give drinks to the Uzbekistan people.
and he keep rushing us.
I followed him first.

went back to the booth.
proceeded with the exercise lead by Mrs Jolene Loe.
when the Uzbek people walked around, I shunned for all I could.
and that Beryl can actually remind me that one guy keep staring at me. -.-
NOT INTERESTED.

yeah, walked around the carnival. bought one dessert from ShiTing.
went Archery, and did things I cannot remember.
the worse was Haunted House.
we went there two times but we didn't queue up because the queue was v. long.
was v. pissed off with the system and so.
the third time me and Beryl went back, we saw Kukus queuing up.
Asked them to help me buy. ;D
waited for near 1/2h to enter because the "ghosts" were out on a lunch break.
before we went in, waited outside the auditorium.
the sec ones were screaming and fooling around.
super pekchek. almost wanted to scream.

went in after Tricia & co went in.
the first thing we saw was Ziyu.
we said HI. and he replied HI.
Beryl laughed til she peng. cos ghosts were not supposed to be like this?
okay, they were not ready luhh.
Ghosts like Geraldine and Beatrice started running out.
laugh dao peng.
okay, we got chased out after that.
went back in after they were ready.
Ziyu was a pure joke.
played with Bea and Dine's hair.
grabbed Putri's hair too, ;D
went in to the room where we read Elizabeth's diary. LOL.
Beryl cannot take it anymore cos she was laughing all the way.
went to look for the things, but we ended up fooling around inside.
the tour guide also cannot tahan us, she made this comment, so many groups uhh, this group laugh the most.
the moment I saw Dinie, I laugh til I peng. He wrapped til like, wah lao.
and he is sticky and wet. think he perspired a lot.

went to lot one with Beryl after that. JingShun and CheakMin dunnoe fly to where.
ate the Crispy Chicken. went Roof Garden.
Chatted and so. talked about a lot of things.

rushed home then to IMM.
then to Bukit Batok for dinner and went to Uncle David's house.
helped Auntie Serena set up her blogshop;D
yeah. reached home at 11.30pm with my siblings[;

tired uhh.

BUFFET TOMORROW WITH KuKus;D

Yes, spell the word jealousy.

2009-07-03T22:30:00.001+08:00

Spring Carnival is tomorrow.
OMGoshhhhhhh=.=

TIRED TIRED TIRED.

just can't understand why they just can't trust me.

2009-06-30T23:16:00.003+08:00

yesterday just marks the beginning of the toturement...

okay, i sound like some freako.

nvm. IM JUST TRYING TO JOKE.

okay, yesterday was really really v.v. funny.

Mr Teo was settling those admin stuffs, then those stupid flys kept flying around.

out of irritation, Mr Teo whacked the fly with his file.

Another one came flying past...

He stood on the teacher's table.

I came back from the toilet.

From my angle, his head looks like it's gonna get whacked by the blade anytime.

I was like," Mr Teo... Mr Teo... "

He couldn't get it.

JOKER.

torch relay was also yesterday.

and CHSS was the MOST JOKER thing of the day.

Ms Lin became something else. heh.

and i was also trying to be a JOKER.

ask Beryl and those sitting around me for more details. hahahahahhahahah!

p/s: Beryl--> LEONG DI DI!;D

------------------------------------------------------------------------

Today was stupid.

English lesson, class got scolded.

AMath, understand a bit.

MT, talked abt oral. Mdm Hu never see high-tech thermometers before. haha.

CD= no comments. i can't remember what we actually did. we just collected carnival tickets and fool around.

Emath: didn't understand what was Ms Hang talking. She looked like a total JOKE today. okay, she looked like a joke everyday.

after school, waited for that sale of tickets thingy.

they told us at last min the thing was cancelled. !#$%

planned the nuggets sale thing.

again, ms liew said it was cancelled. !#$%

geefang left after that.

we went to kfc.

ate ate then crap with the manager who surveyed us.

super funnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyy.[;[;

went to the park across Greenridge.

played played then grilled someone.

p/s: Charborh, read this: uhh. i know you don't care anymore. but dun want make you sad marhh. haha. okay, just two two two words. yeah lorh. hahah!;D

To Geefang: do what your heart thinks. don't care what others might think. serious. don't force yourself to accept what is there when you cant.

okay. i need to fleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. my father want to kill me already. -.-

2009-06-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

photos uploaded to Facebook.

btw, Beryl got a new haircut!!! ;D

photos on Facebook too:D

2009-06-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

Girl Guides Carnival.

meet Shiyong at Lotone Taxi stand at 0750.
i was late, but MsLiew was later. o.0
went to school to meet up with MsGoh.
packed everything into MsLiew's small little Suzuki Swift.
v. little space for me and Shiyong. );
squeezyyyyy.

Reached Bishan.
set up the stalls.
only the four of us.
collected supplies, coupon boxes and temperature form.
blahblah.
started allocating jobs and so. x.x
did the cooking and stuffs.
dedicated songs to BOH GEE FANG. ;D

halfway thru, the deep fryer broke down. );
bo bian, then have some left uncooked.
brought it back to school. MsLiew and MsGoh planned to sell it in school;D
both of them brought everything back to school.

Six of us went back to the carnival.
played played walked walked.
wanted to dedicate song again, but the songs we wanted were not available.
ended up wasting $2.
but nvm, it's for a good cause.;D
left after we wasted a lot of time and trained to City Hall, then Pasir Ris.

BBQ.
reached there at 4 plus.
my brothers and Ronnie was already starting the fire.
went to bathe and when i came out, the four of them were like crowding around me already.
" XIAOWEI jiehjieh~~" Gosh.
started eating at ard 5 plus.
a lot of food. cos Delifrance gave my uncle a lot of free food.
LOL. ate til super full.
ate the cake and then back to food.
Liping jieh kept taking Ronnie's candid shot using his camera.
both of them super mushy lorh. x.x

haha.

Best thing: my four cousins were chasing Ronnie around with balloons, cause he was afraid of balloons.

Both Liping and Ronnie left at 10plus.

Evan, Kristine, my Uncle and Auntie left at 9plus.

Continued to BBQ satay and prawns.

and marshmallows.

ate ate chat chat with my uncle.

my parents and brother went to Jackpot.

leaving me and my twinn brother to BBQ. );

ahahaahahahah.

wanted to stay over, but no extra bedddd.

left at 11.40 with my parents and e.bro.

reached home,bathe, and went to sleep.

one whole day out. was dog-tired by the time i reached home. x.x

will be super not active when school reopens.;D

2009-06-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

went to fetch Kristine after her Robotics lesson today.

expected her to be late, but today wasn't that same trainer, so she was early.

i was late. haha.

waited for that train to JE, then the train to JooKoon.

reached Juying Pri like at 1.20pm, late by 20min. -.-

went my uncle's house.

ate lunch there and stuff.

Evan got a v. nice scolding from me.

he also got a whacking for showing attitude.

yeah.

slack slack. played played.

left at ard 6.30pm and met my mother at JE then trained back to CCK for dinner.

anticipating 27th June! Chalet @ Downtown East. BBQ!!!

i'll be my four cousins' nanny for the night.

haishxxx. x.x

being a nanny for the four of them isn't fun.

they will practically KILL you.

goddddddddddddd;D

btw. GirlGuides Carnival @ Bishan Headquarters will also be on 27th June.

XiaoWei will be a v.v. busy girl that day.

buy me herbal tea. (;

2009-06-25T22:29:00.005+08:00

okay. UPDATE.

BERYL SAID IM A BIG BIG JOKER.

she said it over the phone for like x number of times,

because of MY jokes(;

and because of a casual remark saying that

i want to lose weight.

STUPID. it was super random. RANDOM.RANDOM.RANDOM. define RANDOM.

HAHAHAHAH!

2009-06-25T01:54:00.003+08:00

My laogong wanted me to do this quiz.

The person who asked me to do
::GeeFang
Your relationship with him/her
::my laogong
Your first impression on him/her
::Cute
Your most memorable moment with him/her
::Errr, we meet almost everyday during school days.
The most memorable thing you said to him/her
::I LOVE YOU.
If him/her becomes your lover?
::SHE IS. lol.
If him/her becomes your lover, what would you like him/her to improve on?
::Love me more. [;
If him/her becomes your enemy, what will you do?
::FIGHT arrh! JOKING.
If him/her becomes your enemy, what will be the reason?
::I had another affair and abandoned her-.-
The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
::errr, you know, i know. heh.
Your overall impression on him/her
::My CHARBORH. ehh wait. MY DARLING LAOGONG!

The characteristic you love most about yourself.
::I LOVE MYSELF. :D
The characteristic you hate most about yourself.
::LONG LIST.
The most ideal person you want to be is?
::be someone else? for what?!
For people that care and like you, say something to them.
>i ♥ you guys forever! =D

Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you
1: Beryl 2: CheakMin 3: Rachel 4: Tricia 5: Jiahui

6: GeeFang! 7: RouYun 8: Shiyong 9: Rosanne 10: ZannLi

Who is 6(GeeFang) having a relationship with ?
::Many Many. from DEAN to me to RY,JH,T etcetc.

Is 9(Rosanne) a male or female ?
::Female

If 7(RouYun) and 10(Zann Li) were together, would it be a good thing ?
::Guides, uhh.
What is 2(CheakMin) studying at the moment ?
::JingShun.

When was the last time you had a chat with 3(Rachel) ?
::When I was applying for a job at LTA two hours ago.
What kind of music does 8(Shiyong) like?
::English songs;D

Does 1(Beryl) have any siblings ?
::Yup, an irritating younger brother.

Will you woo 3(Rachel) ?
::She my ahmah, but at the same time, we have master-and-dog relationship:D

How about 7(RouYun) ?
::She's my, err, charborh.

Is 4(Tricia) single ?
::Yes. I hope so.

What's the surname of 5(Jiahui) ?
::Lim
What's the hobby of 5(Jiahui) ?
::Looking for PINK stuffs, and also PLURKING. (!!!)

Do 5(Jiahui) and 9(Rosanne) get along well ?
::Yeah

Where is 2(CheakMin) studying at ?
::West Spring Secondary
Say something casual about your eyes .
::err, what should i say? Nice lashes;D

Have you tried developing feelings for 5(Jiahui) ?
::Err, nope. She will freak out if I did.

What colour does 4(Tricia) like ?
::Purple?

Are 5(Jiahui) and 1(Beryl) good friends ?
::Yeah, they sit beside each other in class.

Does 7 (RouYun) like 2(CheakMin) ?
::They know each other luhh. Definitely, like as a friend. someone else has JingShun.

How did you get to know 2(CheakMin) ?
::West Spring.

Does 1(Beryl) have any pets ?
::Neighbour's pet, Diva and Cookies&Creme

Is 7(RouYun) sexy ?
::YES. definitely sexy. LOL.

How is 4(Tricia) related to you?
::Mother-in-law and QingAiDe.
Describe 4(Tricia) .
::LaoCharBorh who gets high v.v.v. easily;D

YES. completed. when was the last time i did a quiz?! thousands of years ago.

2009-06-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin.

make it look more aliveeeeeeeeee,

2009-06-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

stupid photos:

Yes, i promised myself.

2009-06-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

unable to login to blogger these few days. urgh.

now that i CAN log in, i no longer have the motivation to type everything out.

okay, everything in short.

East Coast Trip Part 2.

after bathing, went to rent bikes and cycled to Food Center.

ate and continued cycling.

cycled cycled blahblah.

things happened. CheakMin stuck behind dunnoe where.

haha[;

returned bike then walked to bus stop.

Bus>Bedok>JooKoon>Redhill.

went RedHill to have dinner with family.

Surprise Party @ CheakMin's house.(16.06.09)

turned out quite well.

okay, played alot alot of things that I should not say.

but i will upload pictures on Facebook.

haha.

D' Kranji Farm Resort.(14.06.09)

out of boredom, i decided to tag along with my mother.

saw Jason at Yew Tee while waiting for the bus.

his family also going.

reached there.

was super bored. walked one round and decided to head back to Yew Tee.

boring. stayed less than half an hour there.

but well, from the website, it looks interesting.

OMGosh. cheat ppl's feelings!

soccer and rugby play with my brothers(18.06.09)

wore v. retarded stuff.

see pictures. provided i don't die from embarrassment. -.-

ran ran and ran around the field at 12am.

SHIOK.

Outing with Beryl.

went somewhere. shall not diclose, if not the fun will be over.

bought Beryl's present, and also Geefang's.

heh. that's why i say cannot say.

arcade, played that dam DDR.

wah, step til leg pain.

went back lot one. went Roof Garden.

played with the water playground during the rain. :D

soaked wet.

Beryl came to my house.

wrapped up all the presents.

Hers, Geefang's, Cousins.

she bade goodbye to clement,

Yes, I promised myself.

I promised myself once and again.

Not to be upset, upset, upset.

But, you are the one who keep complaining.

You even talk to me with tones suitable for a 3-year-old kid.

Ban me from going out.

Even if I go out, you will keep calling and asking where the fucking hell I am.

I'm not a kid anymore.

Can you just tell me straight in the face, what have I done wrong,for you to lose your trust in me?

I've been trying my best to change.

I rejected all outings my friends organised, just to be at home and be your 乖乖女.

But please, I have no patience to tolerate such stuffs.

You furthur pressurise me by saying how lousy my math is. And compares me with Brother.

Not fair. He's been to tuition before, even for that 3 months.

And you think the education system is that simple now? Let's switch positions then.

I'll await that day.

And okay, i agree that you care about me.

But what I am doing, I know it very clearly myself.

I chose this CCA myself, and now that I have the responsibilty, I must devote my time to it too.

I know when to rest and when to do things seriously.

Please, stop testing my patience.

I will burst out sooner or later.

where were you when I needed you so muchhhhhh?

on the verge of breaking down,

i'm hanging by the thread.

I WILL BREAK ANY MOMENT.

2009-06-19T17:29:00.002+08:00

East Coast Trip.

(im trying my best to piece everything together.)

met Beryl, CheakMin and JingShun.

Beryl was late again. expected.

squeezed into the ever crowded train during the mad-rush hours.

met Rachel at Bukit Batok Station.

she squeezed in too(;

Sat the train to JooKoon then back to Bedok, to avoid that crowd. ;D

wasted time. -.-

Reached Bedok and took cab to East Coast.

shared cab with Beryl. ;D

reached Burger King first.

ordered food.

Rachel, CheakMin and JingShun reached when I was about to finish my food.

they also ordered food[;

out of boredom, i decided to play with Beryl's ever wonderful but pitiful compressed powder.

LOL.

because there's no patience in me, i again, dragged Beryl to the beach and pitch the tent CheakMin brought.

Took the instructions paper out. Cannot seem to understand it. so, we just pulled the whole thing out.

uhh, the whole thing popped out.

Beryl and I stared at each other and started laughing. yeah. siaocharborhs.

the threesome came out afterthat.

then the ECP people say we cannot pitch our tents here unless we get a permit. -.-

we unfolded it(sadly, we didn't know how to fold it back to the bag.)

moved to somewhere else to just put the mat Rachel brought.

played volleyball after that.

as it was 12pm in the afternoon,

we were all chaoda.

decided to play sandcastles and swimming.

pitch up the tent again just to change clothes.(-.-)

sandcastles were not even built because me, Rachel and Beryl were only interested in swimming.

CheakMin and JingShun went to buy drinks.

leaving the three of us in the SALTY sea.

played around.

went to bathe, IN THE OPEN.

well, there's a sign there, NO NUDE-BATHING allowed.

LOL.

to be continued.

okay, rushing for time.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

2009-06-19T17:17:00.002+08:00

okay, i have been neglecting my blog for a v.v. long time.

partly because i cannot use the comp.

okay, shall update every outings and small happenings.

post-by-post.

2009-06-15T22:44:00.004+08:00

still waiting for CheakMin to send me the pictures!!! rawrrrr!

latest updates abt me:

1.stayed in the toilet for 1h washing plastics infested with cockroach eggs and babies.

was super buay song cos my mother say i wasn't efficient in any way. fcukzxz.

2.quarrelled many many times with family. they just don't trust me. (who cares.)

3.East Coast was fun.

4.Had a weird weird dream. goshhhhhhhh.x.x

5.did my Biology and one SS essay.

6. Beryl came to my house and she became LadyHaHa. i straightened her hair(;

6.Surprise Party with Beryl, CheakMin and Rachel tomorrow!

okay, have been quarelling and arguing a lot with my parents these days. especially my mother. they just can't believe me and have faith in me. they picked on practically everything. haishh. can't get them. can't even get out during the holidays. my father controls my life. he asks where i go, what i do, what time i will be back. if it's late afternoon, he scolds. my mother, calls every now and then if im out just to ask stupid questions. when im on the phone, mostly with Beryl, my mother will fake fake come to my room to ask something, but i know she is trying to find out who is the opposite party. we always ended up quarrelling again. i know she thinks about something else. yeah. something else. i can't understand. what have i done to deserve this? my brothers were not treated like this. i did nothing wrong. it's just that they changed overnight. really disappointed in them. what must i do to make them trust me again...

2009-06-13T10:23:00.003+08:00

i will post more about the outing to East Coast when i get all the pictures from CM and Rachel.

overall. it was funnnnn! fun!fun!

only regret. NEVER TAKE ENOUGH PHOTOS!!! due to lousy time management.

2009-06-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

TFF will be going to East Coast tomorrow! WOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOO!

yeah. JingShun will be going too.

the day will be packed with fun activities.

(cos have me marh. not fun also become fun.)

short post. mother keeps purposely walking over to check on me.

bye.

2009-06-10T14:02:00.004+08:00

6th June:D

SPCA flagday.

1. GeeFang and ShiYong, having their picture taken thru a teeny mini hole.

2. the hole. LOL.

1. ShiYong excited over something. LOL.

2. ShiYong rushing off to buy sweettalk, or maybe something else.

3. ShiYong's candid shot.

4.GeeFang's so tired that she fell asleep while waiting for Tricia to eat.

1&2&3. SPCA tin.

4. ShiYong getting excited over nothing again.

5th June

Tricia's belated birthday celebration & Campfire Night @ River Valley High School.

group photo.

group photo again. serious ehh.
Beryl Leong made me laugh. zzz.

group photo again.

2. kuku sign!

1&3. GeeFang caught in action!

2. giving out cakes;D

4. Eat chocolate luhh!

1. cake.
2. GeeFang again. ShiYong must be obbessed over her.

3&4. Jiahui

1. Jiahui. GeeFang. Tricia.

2. cake.

3. Tricia

4. RouYun.

1&2. Tricia cutting cake.
3. cut cake.

4. posing with the cake;D

1. Meddling with the cake.

2&3. still cake.

4. Tricia.

1.Trica. GeeFang.ShiYong.

2.grp photo.

3. me posing for the Twist! shoot.

4. Grp photo.

1. GeeFang.ShiYong.Me. Tricia's face got kinda, ehh. cut off.

2&3. shyshy + candid.

4. RouYun and Jiahui

1.GeeFang and ShiYong.

2. Jiahui and Rouyun.

3. overviewwww.

4. super dead fire-.-

okay, see photos and infer what we have did. im too lazy to post everything. byeeeeee.

what makes you think that?

2009-06-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

im so tired now. will post next time abt campfire and stuffs. byeeeee,

2009-06-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

okay, it's 11.56am in the night, and i havent sleep.

there's class tomorrow.

can't be bothered.

there's campfire at River Valley tomorrow,

and also, can't be bothered.

okay, joking.

Chem class to 1200, physics til 3. campfire from 5.30-x.

gawddddddd. i soooo hate tomorrow.

watched Monsters VS Aliens today.

Super funny.

i bet RouYun must have suffered sitting beside a siaocharborh.

Beryl laughed til, gawd... NO EYES TO SEE.

laugh til the chair shake, laugh til she choked on water.

haishhhhhh.

didn't watch the first 1/2h of the show, cos i was damn giddy and felt like puking.

the after-effects of spinning too much at roof garden.

and BerylLeongWaiShin, sibei zai.

when i was sleeping, goop my drink, eat the popcorn like free flow.

too bad CheakMin, JingShun and Rachel wasn't there.

who ask them watch Terminator Salvation.

-.-

bet CheakMin and JingShun must have *censored*.

and was telling Beryl, Rachel went inside to get herself freezed, and later come to roof garden to thaw.

afterwards, she shall be brought to my house to use it for dinner.

And of course, Beryl laugh til peng.

yeah, okay, that's all.

buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(;

2009-06-04T00:26:00.003+08:00

some overdues that i should have posted long time ago.

the first two combined pictures are funny and random.

1. some supplement for women i saw while looking for Glucosamine in Watsons. sibei gaoxiao.

2. taken inside a pool. LOL.

3 & 4. my cousins;D

1 & 2. molecule is now pronounced as MAH-lih-kyul. must tell mr teo. ;P

3 & 4. Bavaria drink which is obviously 100% alchol free. Drank it with Beryl that day and was mistaken by some guy who seriously thought it was wine and said," Wah, so young drink wine already arh?" -.-

Whole picture: Biology practical.

wow, should have combined all pictures first and uploaded it to Blogger. It's so much faster and clearer right? ;D

2009-06-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

the weather these few days, has been a killer.

yeah. almost died being one of those salted fish.

rashes popping here and there.

and i'm finishing up that damn steriod-based cream.

research more on those creams, if you're interested.

look at those damn side-effects.

well, do i look like i have a choice to not use it?

just to summarise everything i wanted to say.

the weather today was like a freakkkkkk.

and to make matters worse, someone irritated me.

the person's lucky that i didn't burst out.

or else, that person's eardrums are SO gonna burst too.

i tell you the truth you don't believe.

i say i know you don't believe.

enough is enough. tolerated long enough.

you better keep your mouth shut before i start screaming at you.

saw this woman with disgusting hygiene standards.

i was so disgusteddddddddddddd.

worse still, i was having dinner.

Define disgusting.

she practically picked her nose in the middle of her meal.

she was like scratching her head and then smelling it.

she was also seen scratching her armpit and again, smelt it.

she was squeezing her nose bridge, i think for white heads and later simply wiped it on her shirt.

the bowl of food was on the table where highly possible that those ewww stuff dropped into.

yeah, *rolls eyes*.

how disgusting.

i reallllllyyyyyy cannot stand people having poor standards of hygiene, especially when H1N1 is now confirmed "staying" in SG.

these people seriously. i wonder what will they do when they are at home.

disgusted. almost pukeddddd.

wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i apologise if i had destroyed all your appetite for the day.

2009-05-31T17:27:00.002+08:00

no time to upload everything. this one for entertainment purpose first.

beryl playing with Caius's toy. joke of the day.

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.♥

2009-05-29T21:22:00.003+08:00

just finished owning pizza frenzy.

its really a fun game.

too bad it only has a 60-min trial in popcap website.

it's addictive.

yeah, should go and try.

http://popcap.com/games/pizzafrenzy?mid=pizzafrenzy_pc_en_full

okay, lots and lots to post.

let's start with thursday onwards.

mr seah chionged mole concept.

rouyun wasnt here.

im blur about Chemistry now, but i think Rouyun will be worse.

JingShun also. he wasn't listening in class cos he was chionging MsChong's English Spelling corrections.

LOL.

Friday.

lessons was rather boring.

yeahlorh, since when was school ever interesting?

but at least for Bio lesson i get to sit with Beryl, CheakMin and co.

GeeFang, paiisehh eh. never sit with you. Clique too big group liao.;D

after school went to eat then met up with Beryl and JingShun.

went Mr Teo's house.

like, AGAIN.

laughed at how Andy played XBox.

and saw the dogs doing something we shouldn't see.

and of course, played with Caius!

he's sooooooooooo adorable.

too bad no one dared or know how to carry babies, except for me and YuJie.

too bad. he's reallyyyyyyyyyy chubbyyyyy!

left at ard 6.30 then went to meet CheakMin and Rachel at YewTee.

Then me, beryl, jingshun, rachel and cheakmin took Mrt to lotone.

Beryl left first, so i accompanied them to buy fried chicken.

the three went to Jolin's autograph session.

so i left and met up with parents for dinner.

,Saturday

went on a shopping craze with Mummy.

Orchard Road.

went to John Little first.

bought some stuffs.

collect brochures on Glucosamine for brother.

went to Robinson's after that.

mummy bought a pair of shoes and dress, which cost $100 plus together(!!!), for the upcoming wedding dinner.

LOL.

then bought my shorts.

and also two watches.

Mummy's one cost like $143 and mine $35.

after discount. qute cheap i must say, LOL.

spend a lot of time and money here.

walked around the mall.

went to Marks and Spencers.

bought ORGANICmilkchocolate buttons for me, fruit gums and chocolate eclairs.

Proceeded to OGorchardpoint after that.

went to the FANCLhouse and bought my facewash and some cream.

got samples for sunblock and lotion.

walked around then bought some things.

decided to go Takashimaya.

while walking, told my mother that MrTeo loves to go to Takashimaya.

LOL.

went to the food street and decided to grab some things to eat.

the takoyaki there is disgusting.

go try. i almost puked.

went to Stadium by Royal Sporting House to buy my goggles.

GSS really allows me to buy a lot of things.

(;

went to Taka.

walked walked.

a lot of sales=a lot of ppl=crowded.

wanted to buy one MYUK pencil case for brother,

then no stock.

walked around again,

saw those ornaments,

then suddenly got someone called me.

raised my head and guess who i saw.

Mr Teo.

scare me sial.

somemore his voice so creepy.

carried Caius.

said hi to his wife and relative and saw his new maid.

LOL.

ate dinner at Ajiteh,

rained and took the Mrt home.

throughout the journey,

three aunties damn funny.

first, they talked about food.

then suddenly changed to karaoke,

then changed to dancing,

then changed to pork.

damn funny.

say pork must buy the leg part, cannot buy the tummy part.

then later must buy minced pork, cannot buy lean meat.

sibei funny.

wahkao. i regretted not opening WalkMate, shooped for like 7 hours?!?!? if i oned, i think i have reached my target of 10000 already lorh. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.

ok, nvm. if next week going Tampines then i must remember to on!

Sunday

currently at home.

LOL. if not how i post sia.

oh, im going out for dinner later. ok. that's all. im posting up the pictures.

Trying out going online using my phone. LOL. I cant type a proper post!!

2009-05-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

2009-05-26T20:54:00.001+08:00

updated my playlist.

all Lenka's songs.

didn't put all, just some of the better ones.

I LOVE " THE SHOW" so muchh!

and Beryl's addicted to "New Divide" by Linkin Park.

LOL.

2009-05-26T19:35:00.002+08:00

one word to describe my phone now.

COOL!

yeah.

COOL!

'cos there's seriously loads and tons of new functions being found everyday.

like today, i found some application which sensors how many steps you walk per day.

and yeah. i've completed 1000+ steps from lot one taxi stand to pizzahut to beryl's house to home.

cool, isn't it?

the healthy goal is 10000 steps per day.

im so gonna aim for that.

[;

yeah, walk more.

PROMOTE WALKING.

yeah larh, whatever.

im lame. but at the same time, im

L-A-M-E.

haha, you've just been tricked!

-.-

not looking as forward to June hols, cos of extra lessons and stuffs.

personal time has all been eaten up.

okay, yeah. okay. yeah larh.

BYE.

p/s: PLEASE PROMOTE WALKING! lols.

2009-05-24T17:12:00.002+08:00

really short post.
yeah. changed phone.
like finally.
love it v. much.
cos it behaves like a CyberShot phone, but it's a WalkMan phone.
yupp. W902.

ok. need to prepare to go off for ex-neighbour's housewarming party lerhh.
byeeeeeeeeee!

p/s: GeeFang, mai sad liao larh.!

2009-05-20T14:14:00.002+08:00

life has been seriously boring.

i don't understand why.

results suck.

gosh. seriously screwed it up like wth.

ahhhh nvm. can't give it a damn anymore.

yeah.

failed EMath. gonna fail AMath too luhh.

Mr Teoooooo havent reply my message yet, maybe he's just too shocked.

LOL.

Beryl just told me she flunked Chem like siao.

o0. I want to get my Chem back.

If i ever deprove, I dunnoe what will happen.

S-E-R-I-O-U-S.

-.-

short post. need to go prepare to entertain Beryl, CheakMin and JingShun. LOL. byeeeee!

P/S: Ghost of Girlfriend's Past will be out on 11June!!!

2009-05-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

gahhhhhh, i very lazy to post.

havent been using comp these few days cos *sighs*.

yupp, yeah, hmm.

i don't know where to start!

it's like, i have a lot of things to say, but i don't feel like typing or what so ever.

CALL ME LAZY.

okay, shall just cut short and say about today.

met rouyun and went to bishan hq.

rouyun wants to buy her cyclist badge and knotting chord,

and i need to go there for the briefing on the upcoming girl guides carnival on 27th June.

anyone wants to support? -.-

the paper states the breifing will last from 1-3pm.

but guess what? the briefing ended at 1.40pm.

how ridiculous. LOL.

then me and rouyun walked around junction 8.

very boring. nothing interests us.

yeah. went lot one after that.

wanted to catch The Ramen Girl, but the show starts only at 5plus.

then ended up, we went to take neoprints.

SUPER FUNNY. all the funny funny poses.

but, it's still rated PG alright?!

-.-, NOT FUNNY.

rushed home and went to IMM.

wanted to buy the butterfly net for beryl, and the stickers for the frame,

but, yeah larh. dad there.

then cannot buy-.-

shopped around daiso and Giant.

super sian.

gosh, my aunt is testing my handicraft skills.

she wants me to make her some things during the june holidays.

she said i will be bored. so she wants to entertain me.

goshhhhhhhhhh. -.-

that's all. i want to go watch videos now. ;D

2009-05-13T19:24:00.004+08:00

okay, second post.
yupp, im done with mixpod and plurk.
;D

there's only 5 songs to the playlist currently,
dont have time to do.
my brother made me addicted to you belong with me.
although the song's damn old already;X
i like the drums at the background.
;D

2009-05-13T16:36:00.003+08:00

ok, i've got to get this post done quickly,

before my brother comes back and sees me raiding his laptop.

o0.

amath and chem paper ytd.

GOSHHHHHHH. amath was a killer paper.

i totally don't know how to do.

all those graph questions, and LOG.

godddddddddddddyyy.

helphelphelp.

chem paper was the first paper that i did smoothly without having to stop there and think.

except for maybe rephrasing of those points.

mr seah scared us a lot of times. he talked from the back of the classroom when everyone was like concentrating.

he gave us tissue paper and a GOOD LUCK sweet this time round.

the other time, he gave each of us one plastic egg with a toy and a bag of "drug" inside.

haha.

but i have to admit that til now, chemistry is the easiest paper.-.-

later fail i die.

amath paper 2 and bio was today.

don't wish to further elaborate as i screwed both up.

as in seriously screweddddddd.

Adib also screwed both amath papers really badlyyyyy. o0.

Physics tomorrowwwwwwww,

all the best.

I WANT TO GO SWIMMINGGGGGGGGGGG,!

2009-05-10T01:36:00.002+08:00

suddenly forgot to say something interesting.

me and beryl went to mr teo's house on friday after lunch.

and we watched this super intereesting and funny 1h long video.

THE GREAT SPERM RACE.

mrteo says he will show it to the class either this yr or next yr.

then we watched the video in like 40 min, cos we skipped those cheem cheem explainations.

the best part: currently, only mrteo, beryl and me will understand.

IF A SPERM WAS A SIZE OF A HUMAN, THIS WILL BE THE SIZE OF A testicle,

[computer graphics start coming out, expanding a building in america shaped like a p****]

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

you will get it when you watch the video.

i dont think its available on youtube. LOL

2009-05-10T01:12:00.004+08:00

fri. sad.emotional.disappointed.careless.stupid.urgh.whatever.
say for all you want.
i know im careless.
dont ask me what happened.
i dont wish to further elaborate for like the !@#$ times.
urgh. stupidstupidstupid.
criedcried. smiledsmiled.
all the things happened on fri.
mummy and daddy went to sch to settle the problem.
and the final decision...
shall not disclose it here.
ask me, if im in a good mood, i might tell.

well, everything's fine now. really fine.
although i still think about how stupid i am at times.
but okay le, thanks for all concern from x number of friends.
o0.

maybe after this incident, xiaowei might not to be that careless and stupid again.

lesson learnt.

went to seoul garden for dinner today,

goodgood, im putting on lots of weight.

who cares.

the teriyaki chicken is SHIOKKKKKK.

had 2 big plates. LOL.

we sat there from like 7pm-10pm.

i ate a lot of chicken, both brothers ate a lot of beef,

parents ate a lot of kimchi, veg and prawns.

i ate a lot a lot, and after that

had two bowls of dessert,

had two bowls of ice cream,

and x number of drinks.

reached home at ard 12,

and i havent sleep yet.

and for the next few papers,

i will mug hard,

but i seriously cannot do amath. f.

i will try my best.

as i found my motivation.

after exams, i will...

1. go and swim. as in, intensive swimming. it's a passion after all.

2. mummy will get me a new pair of goggles, with degrees oneeeeee. :)

3. watch THE MAN OF THE VINEYARD(葡萄地里的男人). mummy bought it for me already(:

but i will not succumb to temptationssssssss.

4. go out with FF and JS for seafood!!! hooraysssss! cheakmin 请客!

5. READ P.S. i love you. i've already started reading luhh. LOLS.

6. do lots of things that i've missed due to MYE.

xiaowei is a happy girl today.

2009-05-05T13:00:00.003+08:00

hmm, nothing much happened ytd,

except that stupid fever. o0.

stayed at home today cos mummy dont allow me to go to school.

she scared later if i report sick then no one go fetch me.

-.-

im super bored at home and now, im playing restaurant city! ;D

just finished hacking and im lvl 16 now. hoorays!

2009-05-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

went shengsiong today in the morning to stock up food.
all because of who?
my brother. shit him.
he's the root of all problemsssss.

gtg to play restaurant cityyyyyyyyy.
LEVEL UP SOON! fastfast.

CHEMISTRY lesson tomorrowwwwwww,

2009-05-01T00:21:00.003+08:00

chinese
english
emath p1
ss

all down. :D

...................................................

i did screwed up a little bit.

i admit.

esp EMATH. gosh, i actually dont feel like failing math for the first time.

might be because i dont want to disappoint ppl,

like mr teo.

cos he spent so much time staying back with us just to help.

argh whatever.

...................................................

OKAY, im now stuck at that damn Restaurant City in Facebook.

...................................................

First, im broke. when im broke, i cannot upgrade things. -.-
This is evident from the source showing that the restaurant has lousy furnishings.

...................................................

Secondly, im a retard. When someone is a retard, he/she is. Take me as a very good example. i've been spending like 2 hours on RC and still a bit blur blur.

This is evident from XiaoWei's action and expression when she is sitting on the chair and staring blankly at the screen.

...................................................

wow, this is so social studies. LOL.

whatever.

...................................................

im going to screw myself up again in RC after posting again.

i feel damn stupid.

yaye, there's no cca til 22MAY.

isnt that worth at least a smile?!

...................................................

more papers coming up,

and i will try my best.

not very best. just best.